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about ME; ♥ ♥ 8th April
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
Kept waking up in the middle of the ntye. dunno why? And the prb is, I cant go back to sleep. I kno it’s taboo talking abt one’s past, but I really need to get it off my chest. My chipmunk will understand. He always do.
I used to hate watching soccer matches. I see no point in looking at a tv screen which is 90% green, with occasional zoom in on the tiny players. I’ll just sit there which a “I’m darn bored” face and wish fervently for half time to come soon. That was when we can switch to any other channels except for espn. And I realized that matches were screened at weird timings. Usually early in the morning. Which means that we cant go out and we cant sleep. Sometimes I’ll just give up and crawl into the cold tiny empty bed. And stay up waiting for him to cuddle in. but I always fall asleep. The farnie thing is, he watches the replays too. Ain’t it boring? It’s for the money, I guessed. Hot money. Comes and goes easily. Sometimes I’ll get a call. Who do you think will win? XXX or YYY? “I don’t kno?” go wid your instincts. “XXX then” as tym passes by, I got used to it. Maybe even a lil interested. some of the players are really cute. And things get exciting when someone’s about to score.
Moral of the story? tym makes you get used to anything. Really. I felt hurt and lost last ntye. am I really a second choice? I kno I’m hurting you by saying this but I just need to get rid of that feeling. I’m okay wid it now. Honest. I kno how you feel for me and you kno how I feel for you. That’s all that matters. No need to mention anything more. The past doesn’t mean anything. there, I’ve said whut I felt out. Now, I’m going to bed. =)
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