about ME; ♥


♥ 8th April

♥ middle child

♥ pil-lion

haha, i copied the below entry from phine's blog..
so everything was written from her point of view.
(sorry phine!!)




[break ups]

jas wrote one entry about this..
i thought it was quite cool to talk about this too..
but i'm going to write it in a different way..
she approached this topic by ranting about her past relationships..
and i'm going to say how i ended my past relationships...
how cool!!
hahahaha..
but first..
i'm going to say how my clique acted after they faced a breakup..


-ee-
she's that kind of super zen kind..
end just end lors..
she wont cry..
instead she will go out and enjoy..
weird right..
but this is provided that she totally lost interest in that guy..
if she's still deeply in love with that guy..
of course she will cry la..
she's a human right??
then she will do means and ways to make things up lors..
conclusion..
if she really lost interest in you..
that's in..
forget about asking her back..
because she wont do it!!!


-angi-
hmmm..
what can i say??
emotional??
she takes months to recover..
she will act as if she's fine..
but we know that she's not!!
every relationship is deeply craved into her heart..
it fills every part of her body..
every corner, every tissue, every cell..
so you can imagine how long she needs to remove them..


-jo-
she takes months to recover as well..
she will moan..
she will cry..
she will brood over it..
but once she find another one..
she'll be a nice little birdy again..


-me-
think i'm the weakest of all..
i will cry..
i will kick up a big fuss..
i will moan..
i will grumble..
but after all this..
i will hate that guy..
and i will start cursing him..
but if he comes back and beg me..
i'll give in..
bleahs..
i know i'm hopeless..
this is why i've been going on and on and on..
round the circle..
and back to the original dot..
i guess i'm easily hurt..
if i really opened my heart to some guy..
i think i'll die if he dumps me..
hahaha..
that's why..
my clique says that if i really fall in love..
i'll be extremely upset if i face a break up..
true...


i think this is the end..
but i'm not sure if that's really the case..