about ME; ♥


♥ 8th April

♥ middle child

♥ pil-lion

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eh..the above thingy is supposed to be
mixture of sad and wobbly, crybaby emoticon.
i'm still coming to terms with the fact that
my boyfriend belong to the nation now. not me.
not me.


WAHHHH!!!!


eh..i think this entry is more for myself lah..


ok lah. its not that bad..just dun keep thinking abt it can liao.
but also abit difficult lah.
since we used to spend like everyday together.
i was quite amazed at the transformation..
he sleeps earlier than me..and wakes up earlier than me now.
CAN IMAGINE??!



was in a "oh my god
what am i gonna do without him mood" last night.
wanted to distract meself so i started playing with the psp with my big sis beside me.


dajie: wah, so free ah..dun need to talk on the phone?"
me: (trying to concentrate on not tearing up and playing locoroco)
"eh. he sleep liao" in a small voice
dajie: SLEEP LIAO!?!



so..ya..still trying not to GRIN like a idiot
whenever he call or msg.
shit lah.. still got so many days......
i think i'll be a horrible person to be with right now.
like pissy huffy and moody.
still have to deal with the tests and assignments due.
fuck lah. can i enlist meself too?



anyway, my first time on the island where they are contained.
the moment we reach the ferry terminal, we saw this huge banner
(ns guy kissing girlfriend tenderly on the forehead with the words,
its not what you leave behind, its what you gain from the experience..
or something like that lah..cant remember clearly)


dom: can you imagine if the SAR 21 guy saw the poster now?
me: eh, i think he will shoot it down..



i dun want to cry in front of everyone
(trust me, my body's made up of 90% tears and 10% coke)
so i developed a code with dom.


me: if i squeeze your pinky very hard, it means i love you every much and i will miss you everyday ok?

d: nods head* Okay. *proceeds to squeeze my pinky*
so when we finally gonna say bye bye for good,
i was like trying to wrench his pinky off.
doesnt help that he keep turning ard to look at me.

:( baby i miss you.




good thing is i had a good meal with jiaying last night.
salad = most tasty grass i ever ate.
plus the service *thumbs up*
eh.i think because the person know jiaying lah.



=( going to study and count the days and minutes to DOMination liao.
TEST TOMORROW!