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about ME; ♥ ♥ 8th April
♥ middle child
♥ pil-lion
Monday, June 16, 2008
something my boy wrote in the past.
this few weeks, things have been fucked up due to me losing my temper easily. like raising my voice at u.. after thinking abt it, i felt that i shouldnt and got no reasons to shout at u. im dumb. im such an asshole to shout at someone who i really love alot. probably im missing u too much, i dun get to see u as often as before. i wanna go to the movies with u, shop with u, have dinner together, walk the streets with our hands held together, hug and sit at the bus stop while waitin for every bus to pass the bus stop, kiss when its time for us to go home.
i bet u dint know abt this, i've nv been so close physically to a girl before, i've nv buy breakfast for a girl before, i've nv hold a girl's hand on 1st date, i've nv stay with a girl for so long before, i've nv give a photo n a frame before, i've nv buy shirt for a girl before, i've nv worry n care so much abt a girl before, i've nv love a girl till this extent, i've nv puke infront of a girl before, i've nv been to my exs' house before to sleep over, i've nv met my exs' terapine before, i've nv talk on a phone till 3am before, i've nv msg a girl everynight, i've nv recieve wake up calls so often before, i've nv feel so much pain before, i've nv treasure a girl so much before,
bottom line; i've nv love a girl so much before...
anyway, im gonna aim to be ur 100% bf.. even if i dun get to be, i'll still be ur 99.99999% perfect guy.
i miss it all so much.
taking painkillers wont stop the ache in my heart
lets chat :)
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